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Kamsi & Lotanna (Mama's Heart)

(Verse 1)

Kamsi, Lotanna, can you hear Mama's voice?

Every single day I pray for my precious boys.

I miss your sleepy faces when you open up your eyes,

Those tiny little smiles that bring sunshine to my skies.

Brendan, I miss you running through the house so free,

Making Mama chase you while you're laughing back at me.

"Stop that! Stop that!" I'd shout with all my love,

Now I'd give the whole wide world just to hear that sound enough.

(Pre-Chorus)

I watch your little videos,

Sometimes I smile, sometimes tears flow.

Then I whisper to my heart,

"This won't be forever... we'll never stay apart."

(Chorus)

Oh Kamsi... Oh Lotanna...

Mama misses you every day.

I can't wait to hold you close,

To kiss your cheeks and hear you play.

Brendan... Davidson...

You're the heartbeat in my chest.

Though we're far, you're never gone,

You'll always be my very best.

(Verse 2)

I miss when daycare ends and you run into my arms,

One little hug could heal a thousand storms.

I miss rubbing cream upon your tiny hands,

Choosing little outfits that made you look so handsome.

I miss waking up at midnight when one of you would cry,

Holding you so closely till you closed your sleepy eyes.

Now the nights are far too quiet,

And this silence makes me cry.

I miss kissing your little cheeks,

Watching your sleepy eyes open in the morning.

I miss bathing you, dressing you with care,

Moisturizing your soft skin,

Thanking God for the gift of being your Mama.

(Bridge)

Some say time will heal this pain,

But they don't know a mother's heart.

It feels like part of my soul was gently torn apart.

Like a piece of me is missing,

Like my heart lives where you are.

Still I pray for you each morning,

And every single night.

Lord, please watch over Kamsi and Lotanna.

Hold Brendan and Davidson close to Your heart.

Until I can hold them again,

Please be the arms wrapped around them.

(Final Chorus)

Kamsi... Lotanna...

Wait for Mama just a little while.

I'll come running with open arms,

Just to see your precious smiles.

Brendan... Davidson...

Nothing changes what we are.

No distance, no pain, no passing days

Can separate a mother's heart.

One day we'll laugh, we'll dance again.

I'll chase you round the house again.

I'll kiss your cheeks, I'll hold you tight,

And thank God everything is right.

Until that day, remember this:

Wherever you are... wherever you go...

Mama loves you more than words can ever say.

And Mama is coming home.

I love you, Kamsi.

I love you, Lotanna.

Forever and always,

Your Mama.