Crucified Life

(Uh) Yeah, another night, same old fight inside my head

Shadows creepin', words unspoken, thoughts I left unsaid

Heartbreak heavy, soul feelin' weak, temptation's callin' low

Inner conflict daily, watchin' my own spirit fallin' slow

Demons whisperin' lies, tryin' to snatch my peace of mind

Lost in the rhythm of the struggle, leavin' traces of me behind

Yeah, the world pulls hard, wants me to chase the bag, the gold

But I'm tryin' to find a higher truth, a story to be told (uh)

I ain't carryin' no Louis bag, yeah, I'm carryin' my cross

Crucified life, circumcised heart, countin' every loss

For the gain that's comin', beyond the tears, beyond the pain

This ain't just a moment, a whole new life, reborn again (woah)

Givin' up the old self, it's a daily death, a constant grind

My flesh on the altar, leavin' all the worldly lust behind

They say I'm crazy, traded comfort for a heavy weight

But this burden's light, it opens up a spiritual gate (yeah)

Introspection deep, vulnerability my only guide

Through the valley of the shadows, with His light I'll walk with pride

(Uh) Yeah, crucified life, carryin' that cross, no cap

Findin' hope in the darkness, ain't no turnin' back.