Numb

Yeah, uh

Feeling empty inside, no cap

Late nights, staring at the ceiling again

Thoughts racing, can't escape what I'm feeling within

Used to have dreams, now I'm stuck in this pain

Trying to numb it all but the hurt still remains, yeah

Popping bottles but it don't kill the sorrow

Living for today 'cause I can't see tomorrow

Friends asking if I'm good, I just lie through my teeth

Smile on the surface but I'm dying underneath, uh

I'm drowning in my feelings, can't nobody save me now

Trying to find my way but I don't know how

I'm drowning in my feelings, yeah, I'm going down

Put on a brave face but inside I'm breaking down

Memories haunt me like ghosts in the dark

Trying to move forward but I'm stuck at the start

Money can't buy peace when your soul torn apart

Searching for the light but I lost all the spark, sheesh

Everybody want something, nobody really care

Lonely in a crowd, feeling like nobody's there

Pouring out my heart on these beats, it's my therapy

Hoping one day I'll be free from this misery, let's go

I'm drowning in my feelings, can't nobody save me now

Trying to find my way but I don't know how

I'm drowning in my feelings, yeah, I'm going down

Put on a brave face but inside I'm breaking down

Yeah, one day I'll be alright

But tonight, I'm just surviving the fight