Loving In Silence (Remix)

Loving In Silence

Mmm…

Koko…

Yeah…

Some nights your name still sounds like home…

We met like a movie scene

Eyes locked slow in the in-between

You smiled first, I lost my breath

Felt like heaven touched my chest

You were fire in human skin

A little naughty with an angel grin

Laughing loud in the midnight air

Made broken moments disappear

And you loved me hard…

Even when my soul was scarred

You held my storms with gentle hands

While I was drowning in my own plans

One minute I was all yours

Next minute cold behind closed doors

You kept rebuilding what I broke

While pain kept hiding in my smoke

And now your silence screams my name

Nothing about me feels the same

Now I’m loving you in silence

Dancing with your ghost in the dark

Every memory turns to violence

‘Cause your name still lives in my heart

Koko…

You gave me love I didn’t deserve

And I gave you pain when you gave me the world

Now the rain falls like your goodbye

And this lonely saxophone still cries

I’m loving you…

Loving you in silence

You saw the man behind my pride

The wounded child I used to hide

You gave me peace without a price

Still I left your heart on ice

I know I hurt you way too deep

Left scars inside the dreams you keep

But you stayed hoping I would change

While I kept drifting far away

You were sunlight in my grey

The only calm inside my chaos days

And now every room feels cold

Ever since I let you go

You deserved a softer man

Someone who would understand

How to hold your fragile heart

Instead of tearing it apart

And if you hear this melody

I hope somewhere you still remember me

Now I’m loving you in silence

Talking to your memory at night

Every heartbeat feels like penance

Since the day you walked out my life

Koko…

Your love still echoes through my veins

And losing you became my deepest pain

Now the rain falls like your goodbye

And this lonely saxophone still cries

I’m loving you…

Loving you in silence

Maybe love came at the wrong time

Maybe I was fighting too much inside

But every part of me knows it’s true…

Nobody ever loved me like you…

And if your heart still whispers low

I just hope somehow you know…

My soul still carries you…

Now I’m loving you in silence

Still reaching for your touch in dreams

Your absence turned into a prison

And your memory became my peace

Koko…

If forever ever hears my prayer

Tell heaven I still feel her there

Now the rain falls through my soul

And this saxophone won’t let go

I’m loving you…

Still loving you…

In silence…

Koko…

You never really left my heart…