A song made by Benjaminkomolafe
A song made by Benjaminkomolafe
Intro Poetry — before the beat drops softly
“Yemisi Komolafe…
A name that learned strength before peace
A soul dressed in silence
Smiling through storms nobody sees
Raised by questions life never answered
Walking roads without a guide
Trying to become a man
While healing the child inside
Some nights carry too much noise
Too many thoughts… too many scars
But even broken hearts still beat
And wounded souls still reach for stars
So if you hear this pain in my voice
Know this song is more than music
It’s a letter from a heavy heart
Still searching for light through the ruins…”
Letter To My Brother”
Brother…
If I could pour my heart on paper
Maybe you’d finally understand
Why I smile outside
But fight wars inside
Verse 1
Dear brother, I’ve been carrying stones in my chest
Trying to act strong while my soul gets stressed
Everybody says “be a man” but nobody explains
How a broken boy survives all this pain
We grew up learning silence from the walls
No father figure there whenever life would call
So I study older men just to copy their ways
Hoping somehow I’ll become one someday
I got anger in my blood, confusion in my head
Dreams in my heart but fear beneath the bed
Every road looks dark, every choice feels wrong
And the nights are getting way too long
Sometimes I laugh so nobody sees
How depression slowly lives in me
I keep everything hidden inside my skin
‘Cause men get judged when they speak what’s within
Pre-Chorus
And I know you got your own scars too
But tonight I just need someone true
Someone who can hear my soul
Before this weight finally takes control
Chorus
Brother, tell me… how does a man become whole?
When nobody taught him how to carry his soul
I’ve been lost in the dark trying to find my name
Walking through the fire pretending I’m okay
Brother, I’m tired…
Tired of fighting battles no one sees
Trying to become somebody I don’t know how to be
If I break tonight, don’t look away
Just sit with me… stay
Verse 2
I bottle emotions till they poison my mind
Smile in the daylight, cry when alone at night
I question God sometimes, “Why this heavy load?”
Why does every step in life feel like an endless road
People see a grown man standing tall
But inside there’s still a child scared of it all
Trying to lead with wounds I never healed
Trying to survive while the pressure builds
I envy people raised with guidance and direction
A father’s wisdom, love and correction
‘Cause we had to teach ourselves how to survive
While carrying trauma just to stay alive
And honestly brother… I’m scared of failing
Scared this pain inside me is slowly prevailing
Scared I’ll wake one day and realise too late
I spent my whole life trying to escape
Bridge
But if you feel this too
Then maybe we’re not weak
Maybe broken men are just hearts
That never got the chance to speak
Maybe healing starts
When silence finally ends
When brothers stop pretending
And become each other’s strength
Final Chorus
Brother, tell me… will we ever find peace?
Will these storms inside our souls finally cease?
I’m still searching for the man I’m meant to be
Through the pain, the fear, the insecurity
Brother, if you hear this
Know I’m still trying every day
Even when the darkness whispers
That I should fade away
And if I fall someday
Please remember this truth—
I wasn’t weak…
I was just a boy
Trying to become a man
Without a map to follow through.
Afro pop and afro soul that comes with spiritual vibes. Emotional and story telling