A song made by Benjaminkomolafe
A song made by Benjaminkomolafe
LETTER FROM REHAB
By Yemisi Komolafe
(Emotional Spoken Intro)
2012...
Young boy with dreams inside his eyes
Everybody saw the smile…
Nobody saw the war inside
I came to school innocent
Just wanted love… peace… purpose
But pain has a way of following children
Who grew up in broken homes
This is not just music…
This is evidence
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Verse 1
I was the cool kid, calm soul with ambition
Mama praying every night, hoping for a better living
First time for campus, freedom in the system
Didn’t know demons dey hide inside the rhythm
Saw people rolling smoke but I never judged them
Never knew one day I'd become one of them
Not even peer pressure, na environment
Pain in my chest turned addiction to residence
Started using substance just to sleep at night
Too many voices in my head when I close my eyes
Looking for validation from people outside
Giving my whole heart while my soul slowly died
Fake love, fake friends, fake loyalty
Smiling in my face but they never noticed me
I was bleeding mentally, silently drowning
While everybody thought I was just enjoying
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Hook / Chorus
Ohhh…
I was crying but nobody heard me
Lost inside myself so deeply
Substance couldn’t heal this pain inside
Only made me slowly die
Broken homes raise broken minds
Children suffer from their parents’ fights
Fathers, please don’t leave your homes
Some scars never leave our souls
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Verse 2
Two times arrested, caught inside the web
Fear in my eyes while my spirit felt dead
People I protected switched sides on me
Left me in darkness when I had no peace
Years kept moving, my mates graduated
I stayed behind feeling lost and frustrated
Started hating mirrors, hated my reflection
Depression dressed itself like aggression
Nobody knew my mental health was sinking
Every night alone, overthinking and drinking
2019… I finally lost control
Anger and destruction took over my soul
Face messed up, mind scattered everywhere
Couldn’t recognise the man standing there
Ended up in rehab fighting for my sanity
Trying to reconnect with my humanity
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Bridge
And there were nights…
I almost ended it all
Silent tears on hospital pillows
Asking God if He could still hear me
Wondering if broken people deserve healing too
I carried childhood pain into adulthood
Nobody teaches boys how to survive emotionally
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Final Verse / Outro
Listen…
Fathers should never abandon their homes
A child remembers absence more than words
And mothers…
Never marry the man your heart cannot truly love
Because toxic love becomes inherited pain
Breakups destroy children quietly
Some become addicts
Some become violent
Some become empty humans searching for love in dangerous places
This song is not to glorify addiction
This is survival
This is a warning
This is healing
From 2012 to 2019
I fought battles nobody saw
But I’m still here
Still breathing
Still healing
Still becoming
This is my letter from rehab
— Yemisi Komolafe
slow Afro-soul piano intro,
soft talking drums,
emotional choir hums,
deep bass during the bridge,
and a vulnerable spoken-word delivery in parts of the outro.
For the hook, you can also add layered background vocals repeating:
“Broken homes… broken souls…”
“Can you hear me now…”
to make it haunting and memorable.