[female vocals] I
gave
my
heart
with
both
hands
open,
Loved
like
I
had
nothing
to
lose,
Stayed
through
the
silence,
swallowed
the
words,
Made
excuses
I
never
should’
ve
used.
The
ones
I
held
close
knew
where
to
hurt
me,
And
somehow
they
found
every
place,
I’
ve
cried
where
nobody
could
see
me,
Then
woke
up
and
painted
my
face.
I
gave
them
love
I
was
starving
for,
Gave
them
pieces
they
never
returned,
And
I
wondered
how
something
so
beautiful
Could
be
the
thing
that
left
me
burned.
But
pain
didn’
t
make
me
bitter,
It
only
taught
me
what
I’
m
worth.
I
still
have
love
inside
this
heart,
Even
after
everything
it’
s
been
through
first.
I’
m
still
me…
Still
the
woman
who
lights
up
the
room,
Still
a
March
Pisces
queen
with
a
dangerous
bloom.
Tall,
beautiful,
sexy,
with
a
fire
in
my
eyes,
I
command
a
room
without
even
trying.
I’
ve
been
betrayed,
I’
ve
been
broken,
I’
ve
loved
when
love
wasn’
t
returned,
But
I
didn’
t
let
the
darkness
Turn
my
heart
into
something
burned.
I’
m
still
me…
And
maybe
that’
s
my
victory.
You
can
hurt
me,
you
can
leave
me,
But
you’
ll
never
take
the
light
from
me.
I
will
try
until
there’
s
nothing
left,
Fight
for
us
until
my
soul
says
stop.
But
when
I’
m
done,
baby,
I’
m
done,
There’
s
no
knocking
when
I
lock
that
door.
Sometimes
I’
m
right
beside
you,
But
somewhere
inside,
I’
ve
already
gone.
My
body
might
still
be
present,
But
my
heart
checked
out
long
ago.
And
isn’
t
it
strange
how
the
prettiest
moments
Can
feel
the
loneliest
when
they’
re
yours?
Sometimes
the
memories
I
want
to
share
Are
the
ones
I
have
to
keep
in
my
own
heart.
Because
I
want
to
be
loved
without
begging,
Wanted
without
having
to
ask,
I
want
somebody
to
look
at
me
Like
losing
me
would
break
them
in
half.
I’
m
still
me…
Still
the
woman
who
lights
up
the
room,
Still
a
March
Pisces
queen
with
a
dangerous
bloom.
Tall,
beautiful,
sexy,
with
a
fire
in
my
eyes,
I
command
a
room
without
even
trying.
I’
ve
been
betrayed,
I’
ve
been
broken,
I’
ve
loved
when
love
wasn’
t
returned,
But
I
didn’
t
let
the
darkness
Turn
my
heart
into
something
burned.
I’
m
still
me…
And
maybe
that’
s
my
victory.
You
can
hurt
me,
you
can
leave
me,
But
you’
ll
never
take
the
light
from
me.
And
maybe
I’
m
complicated…
Maybe
I
want
too
much.
Sometimes
what
I
crave
is
forbidden,
Sometimes
it’
s
too
expensive
to
touch.
Sometimes
it’
s
sinful,
Sometimes
it’
s
impossible,
Sometimes
it’
s
miles
away…
Sometimes
I
just
want
what
I
cannot
have,
And
maybe
that’
s
okay.
I
have
crazy
thoughts
I
don’
t
confess,
Wild
fantasies
behind
this
smile,
Beautiful
wishes
I
keep
to
myself,
Dreaming
for
a
little
while.
Sometimes
I’
m
good,
Sometimes
I’
m
not.
Sometimes
I’
m
strong,
Sometimes
I
fall.
I’
m
not
pretending
I
have
it
together—
I’
m
just
learning
how
to
hold
it
all.
Soft
Breakdown
I
miss
when
my
smile
was
real…
Not
the
one
I
wear
so
people
don’
t
ask
questions.
I
miss
feeling
butterflies
Instead
of
wondering
if
I’
m
enough.
I
want
to
feel
loved.
I
want
to
be
yearned
for.
I
want
someone
to
miss
my
presence
Before
they
notice
my
absence.
I
want
to
be
someone’
s “
Come
here.”
Someone’
s “
I
need
you.”
Someone’
s “
Don’
t
go
yet.”
Not
because
I
can’
t
stand
alone…
But
because
sometimes
even
the
strongest
woman
wants
somewhere
safe
to
fall.
I’
m
still
me…
After
every
goodbye,
I’
m
still
here.
After
every
betrayal,
I
still
choose
love
over
fear.
I’
m
the
light
in
every
room,
The
woman
they
remember
when
she
leaves.
A
beautiful
contradiction—
Soft
heart,
strong
soul,
and
a
fire
nobody
gets
to
steal
from
me.
I’
ll
love
until
I
can’
t
anymore,
I’
ll
fight
until
there’
s
nothing
left
to
save.
But
when
my
heart
finally
says
goodbye,
I
won’
t
beg
someone
to
make
me
stay.
I’
m
still
me…
Maybe
wounded,
maybe
wiser,
Maybe
carrying
scars
nobody
sees.
I
can’
t
have
it
all,
I
guess…
But
whatever
life
gives
me,
I’
ll
never
stop
being
me.
Maybe
someday
my
smile
will
be
real
again.
Maybe
somebody
will
love
me
the
way
I’
ve
always
loved
them.
Until
then…
I’
ll
keep
my
crown.
Keep
my
light.
Keep
my
wild
heart.
Because
they
broke
my
heart…
but
they
never
broke
me.