If You Could Hear Me Now

I still reach for my phone at night

Just to tell you I'm alright

But the silence cuts so deep

In the spaces where you used to be

There's a thousand words I never said

They're living heavy in my head

If I could turn back time somehow

If you could hear me now

I'd tell you that I'm sorry

For the moments that I missed

The chances that slipped away

If you could hear me now

I'd say I loved you more than words

And I'm still holding on

To every memory we made

I see your smile in strangers' faces

Feel your warmth in empty places

Time moves on but I stay still

Lost in the echo of your will

Maybe you're somewhere listening

Maybe you already know

That you're the light I'm missing

The reason I can't let go

If you could hear me now

I'd tell you that I'm grateful

For the love you gave so free

The lessons that you taught me

If you could hear me now

I'd say you changed my world

And though you're gone away

You're still here with me

If you could hear me now

I hope you'd be proud somehow