Scars of Gold
A song made by Mr Bugzy
Scars of Gold
A song made by Mr Bugzy
Still Learning Love
(Intro)
(Soft piano, gentle guitar, distant harmonies)
Mm-mm...
Yeah...
This is for every heart that loved with everything it had...
For every soul still searching for peace.
I'm still learning love...
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(Verse 1)
I built a home with open hands,
Dreams were bigger than the little plans.
Thought forever knew my name,
Never thought forever could change.
Every promise felt like rain,
Now the silence knows my pain.
Smiles hiding tired eyes,
Truth was fading with the lies.
I won't say my hands were clean,
I know I broke what couldn't be seen.
Not another heart, not another touch,
But broken trust can still hurt just as much.
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(Pre-Chorus)
I owned my wrongs without disguise,
Looked my failures in the eyes.
We sat through tears, we sought out help,
Trying to find ourselves again.
Every promise I made, I tried to keep.
Every mountain looked too steep.
Tell me where the fire went...
Was it love, or just the wind?
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(Chorus)
I'm still learning love,
Even when it hurts enough.
Still picking up the pieces,
Still believing what it was.
I'm still learning how
To let go without breaking down.
If love comes knocking one more time,
May it find a stronger heart than mine.
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(Verse 2)
I wore my heart without a shield,
Some battles never truly heal.
Gave my best and lost my way,
Still I prayed for brighter days.
Some nights I blamed myself,
Some nights I blamed nobody else.
Love was willing... hearts were tired.
Some wounds run deeper than desire.
We kept showing up, day after day,
Hoping time would light the way.
But somewhere between forgiveness and pain,
We couldn't find each other again.
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(Bridge)
Sometimes sorry isn't magic.
Sometimes effort isn't enough.
Sometimes two good people lose the road,
Trying to carry different kinds of love.
So I chose peace instead of pride,
Not because I stopped trying.
But because staying was teaching us
How to slowly stop surviving.
No... I won't let pain define me.
No... I won't let hate remind me.
Every scar became a lesson,
Every tear became a blessing.
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(Final Chorus)
I'm still learning love,
Still thanking God above.
For every tear that taught my soul
How to rise when hope was gone.
I'm still learning me,
Finding who I'm meant to be.
If tomorrow brings another chance,
I'll love with wisdom... not just romance.
I'm still learning love...
And I'll never stop believing.
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(Outro)
If you hear my story,
Don't look for a villain.
Some endings happen
Even when two hearts try.
I forgive you.
I forgive myself.
Love didn't leave me empty...
It left me wiser.
I'm not broken...
I'm becoming.
I'm still learning love...
(Fade out with humming and soft guitar.)
