Thinking About My Life

Thinking about my life

Thinking about my life,as a child,i think life is all about biscuits and candies,playing football under the hot sun,running naked under the rain with friends.

Sometimes,i think life is all about crying for things not provided,seating on my father's shoulder,watching the beautiful world.

Life reminds me of christmas and baazar:garbed in the beautiful clothes,visiting families and friends,eating rice and chicken,collecting gifts from everyone.

I never knew adulthood is a hell of donkey works,goat eats.

material chase,rat race,man has no little time for pleasure,because of too much bill to pay.

Though,i never wished to turn the hand of time.

Now,as an adult with so much bill on my name.each time i seat in the midst of thousands of candlelight in memories of friends who died because they couldnt pay hospital bills despite working on daily basis.I stay still in lonliness and thought.

I see endless darkness

In the heart of the youth,

All walking without direction.

Because,bills are terrifyingly billing.

Some are crying of emptiness,

Bills seems endless,

All struggle acts like darkness.

Many has refused to continue family lineage,

So,they died in lonliness,

and police discovered their corpse after mamy days.

Listen!

If you think like no one else

You will like no one else

If you reason like none else

You will act like no one else

If you run like like no one else

You will spend like noone else,

If you read like no one else

You you think and reason differently.

I see endless darkness

In the heart of youth,

All walking without direction.

Because,bills are terrifyingly billing.

Thinking about my life,as a child,i think life is all about biscuits and candies,playing football under the hot sun,runining naked under the rain with friends.

Many has refused to continue family lineage,

So,they died in lonliness,

and police discovered their corpse after many days

Thinking about my life,as a child,i think life is all about biscuits and candies,playing football under the hot sun,running naked under the rain with friends.

Now,as an adult with so much bills on my name.each time i seat in the midst of thousands of candlelight in memories of friends who died because they couldnt pay hospital bills despite working on daily basis.I stay still in lonliness and thought.

I never knew adulthood is a hell of donkey works,goat eats.

material chase,rat race,man has no little time for pleasure,because of too much bill to pay.

It's not light or easy

For the head that wished

To wear the crown of adulthood.It's a hell of bills to pay.