A song made by FEARLESS LAWYER
A song made by FEARLESS LAWYER
(Soft, melancholic synth pads fading in)
(Gentle, slow rhythmic pulse)
The thirteenth day of July, the sky turned into grey
A sudden storm of silence took my whole world away
I'm tracing every shadow where your laughter used to bloom
But now the weight of absence hangs heavy in the room
I look at all your pictures, I memorize your face
Searching for a memory that time cannot erase
It's quiet in the hallway, it's quiet in my chest
Trying to find a moment where my heavy heart can rest
Oh Silas, my boy, you were the morning sun
But the race was finished before it had begun
I’m holding onto whispers, I’m holding onto stars
Trying to heal the hollow, trying to hide the scars
I love you through the darkness, I love you through the pain
Until I see your beautiful smile shining once again
I keep your favorite sweater hanging by the door
I can't believe I'm walking on this broken wooden floor
I wonder if you're dancing where the golden spirits play
If you can hear me crying in the middle of the day
They tell me it gets better, they tell me I’ll be fine
But they don't know the treasure that I lost within the time
You were my greatest promise, you were my guiding light
Now I’m navigating shadows in the middle of the night
Oh Silas, my boy, you were the morning sun
But the race was finished before it had begun
I’m holding onto whispers, I’m holding onto stars
Trying to heal the hollow, trying to hide the scars
I love you through the darkness, I love you through the pain
Until I see your beautiful smile shining once again
Time moves like a river that’s frozen in the cold
You’re staying forever, you’re never growing old
I’ll carry all your goodness, I’ll carry all your grace
Until the day I finally see your beautiful face
Oh Silas, my boy, you were the morning sun
But the race was finished before it had begun
I’m holding onto whispers, I’m holding onto stars
Trying to heal the hollow, trying to hide the scars
I love you through the darkness, I love you through the pain
Until I see your beautiful smile shining once again
Rest now, my angel, sleep within the light
Everything is peaceful, everything is bright
July thirteenth, you found your wings to fly
Goodbye, my Silas, goodbye, my boy, goodbye
(Soft, lingering pads fading into silence)