A song made by Mulenga Brian
A song made by Mulenga Brian
I Found My Father Again
Verse 1
There was a time I counted every sunrise,
Wondering if somewhere you were thinking of me.
I watched other children laugh beside their fathers,
While I carried questions no child should ever keep.
Every birthday candle held the same old prayer,
"Lord, will this be the year he comes around?"
I learned how to smile when people were watching,
But inside my heart there was an empty sound.
I never hated you, though I wanted answers,
I just wanted to know if I mattered at all.
Was I just another page forgotten?
Or a son you'd one day call?
Pre-Chorus
Then God whispered to my broken heart,
"Don't let the pain become your name."
The road to healing starts with mercy,
And forgiveness changes everything.
Chorus
Now I've made peace with my father,
No more tears falling from my eyes.
The walls between us have all fallen,
Love finally reached across the divide.
Yesterday is no longer my prison,
Grace has unlocked every door.
I found my father... and I found myself,
I'm not that broken child anymore.
Verse 2
Years had written stories on our faces,
Time had taken moments we could never replace.
There was silence standing in the middle,
But love still recognized each face.
The first words felt so heavy,
Neither one knew where to begin.
Then one embrace spoke louder than a lifetime,
Healing started from within.
I realized we were both carrying burdens,
Both wishing we could change the past.
Though we couldn't rewrite yesterday,
We could choose today at last.
Pre-Chorus
Mercy covered all the distance,
Love erased what pride had built.
God took two hearts that had been hurting,
And washed away the guilt.
Chorus
Now I've made peace with my father,
No more tears falling from my eyes.
The walls between us have all fallen,
Love finally reached across the divide.
Yesterday is no longer my prison,
Grace has unlocked every door.
I found my father... and I found myself,
I'm not that broken child anymore.
Verse 3
Today I look into the future,
Not through pain but through new eyes.
I want my children to remember
A father's love that never hides.
I'll hold them close when they are hurting,
I'll speak life into every dream.
Because I know the value of a father,
And what his love can truly mean.
I'll break the chains that followed generations,
The cycle ends with me today.
The love I longed for all those years
Is the love I'll freely give away.
Bridge
To every son who's still waiting,
Don't let bitterness steal your soul.
Sometimes healing takes a lifetime,
But one embrace can make you whole.
And to every father listening,
If you hear these words tonight,
Your child may still be waiting
For one hug to make things right.
No mountain is too high for mercy,
No distance is too far for grace.
God can rebuild what life has shattered,
Love can still find its place.
Breakdown
I forgive...
I release the pain...
I forgive...
I won't live in yesterday...
I forgive...
Because God forgave me first...
I forgive...
And now my heart is free.
Final Chorus
I've made peace with my father,
And Heaven smiled on us that day.
The tears became a testimony,
Showing love can always find a way.
The little boy inside is healing,
His heart has learned to trust once more.
I found my father... I found my purpose...
I'm not afraid anymore.
I've made peace with my father,
And every scar now tells a story.
Not of sadness, not of failure,
But of redemption and God's glory.
If someone asks me who I am now,
I'll lift my head forevermore.
I'm a son who's finally home again,
And I'll keep loving forevermore.
Outro
No more wondering if I was enough.
No more carrying the weight alone.
The questions have become a testimony,
The pain has become a song.
Thank You, Lord, for writing this ending,
One I never thought I'd see.
I found my father again...
And in that moment...
I found the best version of me.