Heart On Lock

Scared to love again

Yeah, yeah... these scars tellz the stories

they say I have been broken before

My heart been shattered like glass on the floor

Pieces so small I don't remember the whole

Trust became foreign, love became war

Every promise felt like a lie to my soul

Dey say healing take time, but time just stand still

When you walking alone with that weight and that chill

I built up these walls, made them fortress and steel

Cause showing weakness mean somebody gon' steal

My peace from my spirit, my joy from my day

So I smile when I'm breaking in every which way

But deep down inside, there's a voice that still pray

That maybe, just maybe, love come back my way

I have cried before and am scared to love again yeah I know the pain

Washed my tears in the rain, got back up again

I been broken before, but I'm still standing here

With these scars on my soul, I ain't disappear

Yeah, broken before... but not broken inside

Sometimes I see you and I start to relax

Then the fear creep back up like a heart attack

Cause what if you leave? What if you turn your back?

What if loving you send me into relapse?

But you look at me gentle, you hold me with care

No rush, no pressure, just you being there

And slowly I'm learning that love don't gotta scare

When the person you with actually chose to stay

Awww this feeling, it's new to my chest

After breaking and breaking, you being my rest

Yeah I'm trying to believe I deserve the best

That broken before don't mean broken forever, ayy

I have cried before, and am scared to love again, yeah I know the pain

Washed my tears in the rain, got back up again

I been broken before, but I'm still standing here

With these scars on my soul, I ain't disappear

Yeah, broken before... but not broken inside

Broken before... yeah

But healing now, slowly now

Yeah, broken before

But I'm here now

"Naaana on the beats"