A song made by Mulenga Brian
A song made by Mulenga Brian
LOST SOUL 💔
Verse 1
I look into the mirror, but I don't know who I am,
A broken man still trying to understand.
The dreams I once carried have fallen to the floor,
And the people that I love are hurting more and more.
My children used to smile when they looked into my eyes,
Now I see confusion where their innocence resides.
My wife stands beside me, but I feel miles away,
And my mother's tears are washing all my strength away.
Pre-Chorus
Lord, tell me what is happening to my life,
I'm drowning in the darkness every night.
I never meant to break the hearts I hold so dear,
But now I'm standing here surrounded by my fears.
Chorus
I'm a lost soul, crying in the rain,
Carrying a heart that's filled with pain.
I've disappointed everyone who believed in me,
And I don't know who I'm supposed to be.
I'm a lost soul, falling apart inside,
Trying so hard but nowhere left to hide.
The people that I love are hurting because of me,
Oh God, can You hear my desperate plea?
Verse 2
My children deserve a father who is strong,
But lately I've been wondering where I went wrong.
My wife deserves a man who can wipe away her tears,
Instead I've given her worries and a thousand fears.
And my mother raised me better than this road I'm on,
She prays for me each night before the break of dawn.
I know her heart is breaking every time she sees my pain,
And I'm tired of watching sunshine turn into rain.
Pre-Chorus
Lord, I don't need riches, I don't need fame,
I just want to find myself again.
Show me how to heal the damage that I've done,
And help me become the man I once was.
Chorus
I'm a lost soul, crying in the rain,
Carrying a heart that's filled with pain.
I've disappointed everyone who believed in me,
And I don't know who I'm supposed to be.
I'm a lost soul, falling apart inside,
Trying so hard but nowhere left to hide.
The people that I love are hurting because of me,
Oh God, can You hear my desperate plea?
Bridge
Maybe tomorrow the sun will rise again,
Maybe these wounds will finally begin to mend.
Maybe Your mercy is greater than my mistakes,
Maybe Your love can heal a heart that breaks.
I may be wounded, but I'm not gone,
I may be weak, but I can still hold on.
If You can hear me, please don't let me fall,
Because without You, I am nothing at all.
Final Chorus
I was a lost soul, crying in the rain,
But I'm learning that healing comes through pain.
Though I've disappointed those who believed in me,
Your grace is showing me who I can be.
I was a lost soul, broken and afraid,
But Your light is shining through the shades.
And the people that I love will see someday,
That You never stopped guiding me along the way.
Outro
So I'll keep walking, even through the storm,
Praying that my heart can be reborn.
For my children, my wife, my mother too,
I'll keep believing, Lord, and trusting You.
This song would work beautifully as a slow piano ballad or an emotional worship-style song.